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Love has no desire but to fulfil itself.

....

 

This is my first time for writing in english, as a result of studying aboard.

I have been here for 3 weeks and  try to begin my new life.

....

So ....when the time passed away, I realised that it was not a new life,

it was just a same life. Before I came here everyone told me that,

you would see a new world and have a new life. But somehow

I feel that it is the same life same person and....it was me.

 

I think that...

actually, it isn't up to new place but it's up to your heart.

My family, my love, my friends; everyone raised their hand

to said goodbye. It should be sad, wondering my tear 's never came out.

May be sometime tear needn't to come out from your eyes,

but from your heart.

....

 

Just love missing and hope;

These three things that I have felt since I came here.

Because of missing, you had to leave.

Because of hope, you had to be nothing.

And because of love, you had to be everything.

....

 

Wind passed through my face and made me thought of old days.

I uesd to love someone and I wished to possess her, but now I realise that....

The more I need, the more it pass away. So I couldn't keep everything,

just feel it and let it through. Like somebody said,

Let it came in and let it came out ....eventually it would come again.

....

 

Love one another, but make not a bond of love:

Let it rather be a moving sea between the shores of your soul.

Fill each other's cup but drink not from one cup.

Give one another of your bread but eat not from the same loaf.

Sing and dance together and be joyous, but let each one of you be alone

....

Even as the strings of a lute are alone though they quiver with the same music.

 

Don't know why the picture of my heart kept through out of my mind....

It made me reminded something....that I always said to somebody,

....

If you love me,

Don't walk in front of me,

And don't walk behide me,

....

Just walk beside me....

 

        

The wind passed through me again and again.

something is going to change, but something never do.

Somehow it looks like I know why I didn't feel sad when I left.

Because I said goodbye to everybody; my mom, my family, my love, my friends

and especially to myself. And deep down in my heart,

I already knew that the end was not the end but it was just the begining, 

and perhaps I didn't bring something important from home. 

....

 

Love has no other desire but to fulfil itself.

....

So the end is the beginning, isn't it?

I'm not sure,

May be.... the beginnig is in the end,

Unless I left my heart in there, my home

.... 

 

Reference from  The Prophet

by Kahill gibran

edit @ 22 Oct 2009 05:47:30 by Pabman